Tuesday, July 31

Debbie Downer

Let me start out with this: this morning SUCKED!

Ok, let's get this out of the way. Another gain.... 1.6! I don't even want to add that to last week's 2.8 gain. There's no getting around it, I'm pissed. Don't have much more to say about this other than it seriously makes me want to NOT eat another thing but I'm not gonna do that. Gonna keep doing what I've been doing and maybe make some better choices and STICK more closely to my points. I've slacked the last two weeks for sure.

Also, my Olha left again today... the kids are only here for a few months and maybe I shouldn't get so attached but it stinks when people you like/love have to go away. She has big plans for her life and wants to keep in touch. I hope she does...

Finally, the big NYC trip this weekend I planned for Julia's birthday.. She didn't know where we were going but her other friends did (not the girls that live in my house). Her friends were mad with me (!!!!) that I planned a special day with her in NYC so guess what? They planned the SAME trip for today, tomorrow and Thursday. I'm so mad I could scream. I was talking to a friend this morning about this and he gave me some advice and said to change my perspective about why I'm going. It was for Julia but it was also for my other precious girls who have dreamed of this place, some even as little girls. So I will be mad for probably the rest of the day and then I will get over it. I can STILL show her a good time..

Sorry I'm a big bundle of "down" today. Hopefully the day gets better.

6 comments:

Steph said...

Awww - so sorry that the bitch aka scale was ugly to you but remember you are BadAss Batgirl Biker Barbie so you will bounce back faster than a speeding bullet - crap that is Superman - sorry! Hell just run over the scale with your super cool bike!!! No worries - you will get right back on track this week and see a great loss next week - that is the beauty of this lovely life of dieting.........the scale is a biotch but if we stick with it she usually can be tamed pretty quick - hang in there and know that all of us Barbies are cheering you on!!! (((HUGS)))

dizzydazey said...

{{hugs!}} I'm sorry that things are yuck right now!

You're still gonna have a blast in NYC will all of your girls and you'll beat that scale down again soon - it's a journey, right?

melissious said...

Well that really sucks!! When did you find this out? I'd be so pissed. And yes, I'm still feeling guilty about Saturday, and now more so. So they're going today and staying until you go up?? Are all the girls going on this other trip, or just Julia?
When you go, where are you staying??
Kinda sad that the "friend" you were talking to wasn't me... I think I've lost my place in the list.

melissious said...

Yeah, date night. Are you and the girls coming over tonight?? The pool's like 90 something degrees (oops, left the heater on overnight!!) It would feel really nice at night... and we could bump the ball around. I just saw the ball you have in a magazine and it's allowed to get wet! It's made for that, to have good traction "even when wet." Come on, you know you want to!! I'll put the crazies to bed early and you can come at like 8ish. Pleeeeease!!!

melissious said...

woo-hoo!! see you then!

Swizzlepop said...

Just a (((hug)))